I have come a long way in my life and I feel like I just want to be able to get ideas or thoughts out of my head just so I know that I am doing something productive with some of my benign thoughts. I can be ridiculous at times and know that I am not the smartest person in the world but I know that a bit of knowledge and experience can be helpful to others who do not have a way to express themselves. For me this is only the beginning and I do hope I can only move forward from here. I feel that now is my time just to find a way to get my thoughts and story out there because I am tired of feeling like I don’t just exist. I do hope that some of what I say does reach people who understand and can relate to my life because I like to think now that we are all in need of someone hearing out story.