Life is a strange journey to me and what better way for me to express it than to be able to share it with whoever gets a chance to read what I have in store. My name is Marcie and I am an alcoholic who is sober so I am working on my recovery and this blog is a way for me to vent which is mostly in turn for myself. If some of what I do say relates or resonates in the mind of others then I am here and know that your not alone. We all have struggles and I am not one to push anything upon a person and force them to do as I do. I am not into any labels and all I have is my view from the aspect of my life and what I have gone through. This will just be about my experiences, thoughts, and random ideas I think of that are on my mind at the time. I feel that being able to share, and not being afraid to speak out, does help because it also helps me which is important to me. I have been trying to find ways to better myself and I do hope that this will help the ventilation of my mind. It’s better late than never which is very true and I am doing this for myself and to prove I am capable of letting go.
I have come a long way in my life and I feel like I just want to be able to get ideas or thoughts out of my head just so I know that I am doing something productive with some of my benign thoughts. I can be ridiculous at times and know that I am not the smartest person in the world but I know that a bit of knowledge and experience can be helpful to others who do not have a way to express themselves. For me this is only the beginning and I do hope I can only move forward from here. I feel that now is my time just to find a way to get my thoughts and story out there because I am tired of feeling like I don’t just exist. I do hope that some of what I say does reach people who understand and can relate to my life because I like to think now that we are all in need of someone hearing out story.
Thank you for taking a chance and reading a bit of my writing. I am on a journey of my true self and writing helps.